i hate school. my upper level writing req is terrible. im infuriated w/ my family law professor. i have a terrible sinus infection.

i j need it to be dec 6 at 6pm.

OPI's Royal Rajah Ruby

I love this polish! This is the unprofessional nailpolish I did last night :) makes me happy.

diet cherry 7up is amazing in my life.

ive been sick all day. at least im back to my pre-treadmill accident wieght. ive been feeling so fat and sluggish since i havent been able to run for almost a week now and it just sucks.  i guess it doesnt help tha tthe only reason that im back to my normal weight is b/c ive been puking for the past 20 hrs but whatevs i guess.

life update: school=still lame. im running for a position on the board of directors for my homeowners association. my wounds still hurt nad i still have to wrap myself up in saran wrap to shower. court today was lame, i was there for 5+ hrs.  Im exhausted and drained.

in better world news-- my fam is going to nyc for christmas! 23-26! i am so excited.  this is one of my life dreams. nye in nyc would be f-ing amazing too.  also, i dont have to go to court until Jan now so im excited to put on unprofessional nail polish.

ok time to wrap up my wounds and shower. or eat dinner. fasting tomorrow so i gotta eat soon....

school is lame

I am so over law school.  There is far too much drama, stress, and alcohol for one person to come out alive.

I try to not drink on weekdays anymore but I always fail at that...

I try to stay away from the drama but I usually fail at that b/c I fail at the no alcohol during weekdays rule...

I try to not get so stressed out but Ive been working on the Bar application...

school. is. lame.



p.s. also, last thurs as I was on my second run around 11pm and my shoes made me slipped and i got stuck b/w the wall and tredmill's conveyor belt and im like insanely hurting on my right arm, my right knee, and the back of my right knee.... Im in pain and sad.

BUT I have hte best friends in life ever.. one of my favorites rushed over to my house after i called her crying and she helped my clean and bandage my wounds and gave me liek half a bottle of wine to ease the pain..didnt help much but its the thought... she also gave me a ride to Clinic in the morning, dealt with another crying Manisah in the drive to school.  she is the best.  really, i have never had a friend some to help me like that and really meant so much to me... idk if i expressed my gratitude enough but she is amazing and im so thankful we are close now and she is one of my bffsforlife. love her!!!


ok im falling asleep. will update soon abt my halt in weight loss :(

loveeeee me.